hold my hand

allmessedup05 @ 2006-08-09T14:55:00

2006-08-09T06:56:57Z

i've moved! to p0isonkisses
see you there. =)

allmessedup05 @ 2006-08-09T02:21:00

2006-08-08T18:33:05Z

good mornang!! yes yes its like 2.23 in the morning and im still awake and im not alone. my niece, arty farty is here to accompany me to stay up the whole nite(which i am sure is impossible). and she's like taking ugly photographs of me. trust me i look retarded and ugly. my hair's all messy like orang gila like that. LOL.
kk, here's a quick preview of how i look like in the morning. LOL.

LOOK AT THE HAIR. LOL

ARTY FARTY & YOURS TRULY. IT RHYMES! LOL.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHHAHAHAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAHAHAHAH

allmessedup05 @ 2006-08-08T13:05:00

2006-08-08T05:11:48Z

=)
its time for us to be patriotic once again,
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVERYONE!

allmessedup05 @ 2006-08-08T01:46:00

2006-08-07T18:22:35Z

some random photos. enjoy!

photosss

CFP@ SP. YOUR FATHER'S TEAM

  4.


PREFECTORIAL DAYS.

GRRLS!

allmessedup05 @ 2006-08-08T00:27:00

2006-08-07T16:56:09Z

towning with the best friend today. i was craving for FRIED MARS BARS since last week and i was telling myself, by hook or by crook i gotta eat today! LOL yeah i noe, travel all the way to orchard just to get fried mars bars but hey! i dun mind going the extra mile for food especially when its FRIED MARS BARS. hehehehe.
but before that i had chocolate ice cream from scoop at parkway parade. so heavenly but most of all so FATTY and so much calories but what the hell.
so we went to far east to get my fried mars bars and i upsized it. LOL. its sinful i tell you and more calories. haha.
went to taka for our late lunch and hanged around ngee ann city watching pigeons LOL.
and i am deadly afraid of pigeons. i was screaming like a retarded child when the pigeons came near me and waheedah, being the animal lover that she is, wanted to touch the pigeons. crazy girl hahah!
waheedah had to meet a friend and i headed for home sweet home.

i have yet to start doing powerpoint slides for my presentation and i am a big time procrastinator, so i dont even noe when i'll start.
i need help!!!!!!!!
oh and the family will be away for malacca tomorrow and im staying over kak edah's house. yay! i love her children. hehehehehe.
and i think its really unfair for us tertiary students to not get a day off on the 10th of august. we're students too u noe? sheesh.
well who am i to say huh.

im all shagged up and i need my beauty sleep. LOL.
nitey nite.

allmessedup05 @ 2006-08-07T12:58:00

2006-08-07T05:23:04Z

OMG DID U HEAR JASMINE TYE'S RENDITION OF WANNABE?
OH THE HORROR!
she's spoiling a classic man.

allmessedup05 @ 2006-08-04T23:24:00

2006-08-04T15:59:14Z

went back to 'good old ping yi' for their annual prefect investiture cum hand over ceremony. i along with other ex prefects namely, hazimah, zakiyyah, erica, sarah, iskandar, paul, seng kiat, benedict, fahmi and fang lin attended and this time around, we came as guests. haha.
and it was great to see all of them. the investiture was ok lar. the only down side was because of the weather and the humidity.
and the hallmark moment of the day was when zakiyyah made fang lin shut up. wah zakiyyah. hats off to u man! i noe u're reading this. hi zakiyyah!
u shud have seen the look on fang lin's face when zakiyyah did that. it was classic! hahah some things just dun change.
they showed a video clip on the prefectorial board for the last 2 years and there was a photo of last year's graduating prefects. watching the video made me miss being a prefect especially when we were sec 3 coz that was the time us sec 3 prefects really bonded.
so after that we proceed to the canteen for their tea reception and it was the same old menu for the past 3 years. chicken, fried noodles, samosa and this hot dog thingy i think.
and mr chua came to us to have a little chit chat session. hahaha. still the same old mr chua.
so after eating and stuff we went to check out the prefects room. going to that room brought back a lot of memories man especially in sec2.
then sarah, zakiyyah, erica and me had a chit chat session outside the prefects room and we all laughed about all the stupid things we did. LOL.
and zakiyyah banu is one hardcore sarcastic bitch. yes HARDCORE i tell you. but that's the thing i like about her.i wish i could be as sarcastic as her. and that woman told me to write about her in today's entry so zakiyyah, i've done my job.
left school around 6 and walked from ping yi to bedok interchange with zakiyyah, erica and sarah.
i cant believe im saying this but i cant wait to see them again. LOL.

oh and last nite's s'pore idol results was a shocker.
hady and jonathan, the 2 best singers in the competition were in the bottom 3.
and joakim and jasmine, the 2 most horrible singers in the competiton were safe. OMFG?!! LIKE WTF?!!!
eh ppl, vote for talent not for looks ok. i repeat, this is a SINGING COMPETITION OK?!!!!!!! KNN. LOL.

k i think that's it for today.
nitez!

allmessedup05 @ 2006-08-03T23:30:00

2006-08-03T15:36:53Z

BOO!
i wont be goin to malaysia wif the family during national day bcoz i have school the next day. this are some of the disadvantages of a tertiary student. bleargh!
i badly wanna go shopping and i was so looking forward to go to malaysia coz they're having their mega sale right now. prft!

allmessedup05 @ 2006-08-01T23:22:00

2006-08-01T16:20:09Z

dani& me

i miss this darling girlfriend of mine. and the others too.
i noe i havent been exactly updating properly but im mostly busy these days with stuff. both important and not so important. LOL.
i miss my brother a lot ok even though his OBS is gonna last him for 5 days but 5 days feel like 5 weeks, k im exaggerating.
and logathrimic(however u spell it) isnt tat difficult after all. it takes a lot of practice and patience to get the formulaes and equations right. yay! i love maths! but i need help for my CKT. i think i should get an a level physics tutor since dani is somehow doing the same topics in her a levels physics. and i need one fast! coz semestral exams are around the corner.
oh and i saw emo guy yeesterday at ITAS canteen. even waheedah agrees that he has nice hair. HAHAHAHA.

k i really wanna go pee and resume back to my conversation wif fani about robbie williams. LOL.
nite nite!

allmessedup05 @ 2006-07-30T21:05:00

2006-07-30T13:07:16Z

lithium by nirvana is the bomb baby!

allmessedup05 @ 2006-07-29T00:08:00

2006-07-28T16:18:18Z

spent the evening with fani and dani. like after 8394803284083048039 days, i've finally met them and i miss them like crazy.
its hard for all of us to meet coz dani's bz with her jc life and fani is bz with school.
thanks girls for tonight. i love u girls like a lot, a lot. =)

btw rockstar supernova is like much much better than singapore idol.
and that dave guy is oh so hot! LOL

allmessedup05 @ 2006-07-28T09:10:00

2006-07-28T01:14:09Z

i find joakim and paul twohill annoying really.
ok maybe paul can sing but joakim? HORRIBLE! he's like the worst singer among the rest.
and i cant blieve he's still in. sheesh.
sorry joakim fans but its the truth. LOL

allmessedup05 @ 2006-07-28T08:55:00

2006-07-28T01:09:14Z

happy 15th burfdae yan!
time sure flies fast and now my little brother is all grown up.

allmessedup05 @ 2006-07-25T23:22:00

2006-07-25T15:36:46Z

DFUNDS AND CKT are a pain my ass.

spent time with waheeduh! today.
thank girl for listening to all my stupid problems. i feel much much better now.
i miss the times when all four of us(dani, fani, waheeduh& me) would hang out at the beach to study.
but dani is currently busy with her jc life and fani is always mia-ing.
and the water breaker at east coast beach is like the best place to clear ur mind off at night.

i hate school, period.
semester 1 is gonna be over soon.

my father is so cute.
that day he was nagging at me for buying stupid magazines and the next day, my siblings caught him reading the magazines that i bought the day before and the best part was he was so engrossed with it that he asked my sister to find him the june's issue. hahaha.

allmessedup05 @ 2006-07-24T22:40:00

2006-07-24T14:54:16Z

every girl has their own 'perfect guy' and i met mine just now at tampines.

and i mean he was like really perfect(well at least for me). he had black jet hair! and he was into bands and stuff coz there were name of american bands on his bagpack and his dressing was the first thing that attracted my eye. he wore a black tee and wore his jeans loose and vans shoes! OMG I LIKE! I LIKE! I LIKE! and his friend was cute too but duh! he was much much cuter!
and waheedah and me walked behind them since we were walking to CS to gets my 2nd ear hole pierced and they were walking the same way we were going and at the point of time we walked in a different way from them and then when i turned back they were behind us! omg!! waheedah and me were giggling like small loony little kids i tell ya. and we walked all the way up to yellow and when i was about to get my ear hole pierced, they actually said hi!! OMG YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but unfortunately, we didnt see them after tat.
omg i wanted to cry and i couldnt breath man when i saw him. retarded i noe but i guess its normal for girls like me with raging hormones(sp?)LOL

k im off to bed. im tired after searching high and low for mr perfect. LOL
nites.

allmessedup05 @ 2006-07-23T00:48:00

2006-07-22T17:05:34Z

ok so i noe i've not been updating for the past few days.simply because its either there's nothing much going in my life right now or maybe because i rather keep stuff to myself.
anyhow i think the previous singapore idol results was really disappointing and stupid.
c'mon ppl, cant u tell that gayle can sing 834932748732749327493274937249732947932 better than paul twohill or joakim or jay or jasmine.
that joakim guy cant sing for nuts i tell ya. he just prances around on stage like a monkey instead of singing his hearts out even though he tries really hard to.
and the reason why he's still in the competition is because of his looks. like omg wtf? like hello ppl, this is a SINGING contest not a who looks the cutest contest.
oh kaay i feel really kental talking about it but yeah, i just felt annoyed tat joakim is still in the competition coz he cant bloody sing and he's vocally weak.

currently at my cuzzie's place right now. yup that's right. i am sleeping over her house for a night coz the homeys went to malacca to collect our hari raya baju and to eat durian. LOL.
coz its like durian season over there and my family ok minus dad and me are like huge durian freaks. i dunnoe why they love it so much.

i love this season smallville coz clarke kent and lana lang are back together. LIKE OMG YAY!!!
k i think i shud get some sleep. nitez.

yayyy!!!

2006-07-18T13:58:35Z

oh YAY!! like after 9834982938403280483204802380 days i finally saw my emo guy in school. LOL
hahahahahah he's still cute as ever and his hair is so nice. i love it. LOL
intan: hahaha!=D dun be lame! and i luv the mosquito!!hakz!=D
i hope to bump into him more!!!! ok shut up iffah.

yayyy!!!

2006-07-18T13:56:22Z

oh YAY!! like after 9834982938403280483204802380 days i finally saw my emo guy in school. LOL
hahahahahah he's still cute as ever and his hair is so nice. i love it. LOL
i hope to bump into him more!!!! ok shut up iffah.

allmessedup05 @ 2006-07-17T22:25:00

2006-07-17T14:44:22Z

i've been tagged. anyhow for the fun of it, i did it.

6 FACTS U DIDNT NOE ABOUT ME.

1. i check girls out. LOL. but im still straight ok
2. i have a fetish for guys wif jet black bangs and emo guys are counted.
3. i had this stupid dream last year that i'll fly to america one day and marry gerard way. LOL.
4. coke makes me high.
5. i have terrible mood swings. one time'll be all sad and gloomy and the next second i'll be all crazy.
6. i want to be a tai tai

tag 6 ppl: anyone lar.

allmessedup05 @ 2006-07-17T21:20:00

2006-07-17T13:27:17Z

thanks girlfriends for making my day today after what happened last night,

oh yes last night was horrible for me.
i broke down like nobody's business and i broke down again in school just now. and i threw up(AGAIN!).
i hope i dont break down again tonight. =(

allmessedup05 @ 2006-07-16T13:38:00

2006-07-16T05:41:39Z

my life is boring.

but thank god there's smallville to keep me busy.
tom welling is oh so hot and kristin kreuk is just so so fucking gorgeous.
they should get married but too bad he's married.

allmessedup05 @ 2006-07-14T00:37:00

2006-07-13T16:48:06Z

my life situation is just pure sucky.
oh and i've been throwing up these past few days.
mum and dad tells me tat i have very little sleep thus resulting me to throw up every now and then. maybe.
and i feel so weak and tired after puking. its worse if get back from school and i did puke in school. sigh.
my body has taken its toll.
i feel sick, like dying.
anyone wanna kill me?

and crying at night has been a routine for me.
i seem to do it for the past 3 days.
somehow, i feel better after crying.
strange huh, im a weird kid.

i told u i was depressed.

allmessedup05 @ 2006-07-13T14:37:00

2006-07-13T06:53:22Z

im sorry to say this but i really realy hate LOWER SEC PING YI GIRLS. bunch of minahs. agree?
i mean there's this girl i noe, who went gaga over my brother last year and i saw her just now and she was giving me this look u noe the staring look as if u're not happy with me like tat. like wtf? but her fugly friend was worse.
woah i really felt like bitch slapping those minah rep to the rubbish dump where they belong. and i cant believe i was formely from tat school.
and i think the skool will be like more wild and havoc once this year 's bunch of sec 4E and sec5 leaves the school. i can see hope in this year's sec4E and sec5 but i guess once they leave, major havoc! LOL.
but seriously looking at those girls just now pisses me off.

=)

2006-07-13T06:25:03Z

can i ask a question?

why are st pat guys a common sight at bedok mcdonalds nowadays?
i mean its not wrong or whatever but like since when??
dont they usually hang out at parkway or somewhere much nearer to their skool for example like east coast beach since these places are much much much much nearer to their school??
LOL. but im not complaining. hoho coz some of the guys are kinda cute. =))

allmessedup05 @ 2006-07-13T12:04:00

2006-07-13T04:06:49Z

am i right to say that hoho is the new haha?
ok tat was really randomly random.